I don't think he notices me, the one I want to see me. He saw me first when I thought he was annoying. Ha. He was amazing to help me when no one did and I started to change, to find me. The me I lost. He made me change I want to be fearless again. But age is a barrier. I pass him by in the hall and say nothing, though my silence can speak in volumes. But so does his. He speaks so calm when I speak so scared when I am talking to him. I don't want what happened with all my other crushes to happen to him. So I keep my distance. But that's not what scares me the most. He will leave soon and I am afraid he will forget me. The girl who needed him...