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This is my last goodbye
You see me smiling every day like I’m the happiest kid in the world, but all I see when I look in the mirror is nobody ……. I see my eyes filled with rage, my smile is filled with pain, my heart is dead and so am I, but I fight for one last time to find happiness but it’s so far away…
On the inside I’m screaming, on the outside I’m gleaming! Depression is setting in! My life, I feel faded away! Oh! This pain I feel deep inside is creeping upon my fate! I feel it all building up as my smile just fades away deep inside and this life I’m living in is blowing away! Go!!
Death growl?
This world shall pay in a new life for the pain caused in the past as well as now! A new life! Full of vengeance! Misery will spread like poison! Ah!!
Scream ?
I
shall bring out this beast that dwells within my soul! All of the hurt will spill out and the world will fall! This evil that surrounds will perish before our eyes! EYAH!!
Clear vocals ?
The way I feel deep inside nobody will ever know by just looking at my face!
Whisper ?
It’s time to burn my demons one at a time, one more second and I’ll be laying on the ground……
Clear Vocals ?
An impossible burden challenges me once again, threatening me one last time. I’m uneasy at times but I face my problems one at a time, but my time in life has been a failure to survive! I’ll stay in this dungeon and imprisoned by this pain that’s melting me away! I cannot stop it now! Nobody can! I’ll be in this forever! Oh!
Whisper ?
I’m falling down again….. Falling back into this abyss that is surrounding me…. I’m struggling to get back up……
Scream ?
Why can’t I just be free from this pain that haunts me?! EYAH!
Clear Vocals ?
I can feel it creeping up! I feel it creeping in! My mind a constant scream! A feeling lingers in my heart that I can’t escape! I can’t even stand up! I’m struggling to even breathe! I’m living in an unpredicted hell and this is my last goodbye!
Death Growl ?
I’m sick of living like I’m not even here at all! Just make it end and this suffering fade away! Oh!
Clear vocals ?
Living this way, I fear only the pain I feel inside! My life is a shame! I’m fading away, I’m dying inside over and over again! My anger is streaming through my mind like water in a river! My depression and anxiety are overcoming me! I can’t handle it anymore! I can’t even get out of the floor! The bottom of the bottle is my only friend but it is failing me once again!
Scream ?
Oh!
Nobody knows! Nobody cares! I’m hated all around! Just leave me alone I hate myself! I just can’t get this out of my head! Ah! GO!
Clear vocals ?
Why am I holding on?! I still have no clue so just go away and leave me alone in this world to suffer my own life! I’m a monster but I cannot show! I’ll say my last goodbye as I leave it all behind! I’m bleeding through my heart, something that can never change! Tonight I’ll drink I’ll drink away my life one bottle at a time! Though I’ll never forget the faces of all that have hurt me even after I present my last goodbye!
Scream ?
Go!
Death Growl ?
One day at a time I’ll take my life to it’s extent, as far as I can go! I can’t stay here, I have to move on!
Clear vocals ?
I have to move on to where I belong! I don’t belong here anymore! I’m stuck here lying on the floor…….. This is my last goodbye…
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