I'm fine if crying my eyes out mean nothing;
i'm fine if breathing rapidly is normal;
I'm fine if blushing rapidly is a wonderful thing;
I'm fine if fighting off the urge to cut is an everyday thing
Nothing, it's all nothing so don't worry your precious mind
The thunder is roaring, the lightning is flashing
Dangerously
Booming
I'm fine so stop asking
Even if I'm not, I know what's best
I know how to handle every little thing
I may not be physically strong, but mentally I'm as strong as I can be, as anyone can be
I'm not normal, anyone can see that
Don't call me names, don't hurt me, don't stare at me, don't don't
I need......
I-
I can feel my heart racing
I can feel my tears falling
I can feel my cheeks heating
I can feel my hands shaking
I am, I will, I need
To be fine....
I am..... not fine.....
Fine
Fine
Fine
I am undeniably fine
I can see clearly
You can see fog
Wipe away that fog and you will see
That on the outside I am bubbly as can be
But if you look deeper you then will notice, that I am completely unstable
But what's wrong with that?
Am I alone? Yes
Am I kind? Yes
Am I secretly dying inside? Yes
I am and I will be fine
Can you please help me?
The answer is no.
No one can help me, no one can save me
Save me from myself
I am not suicidal and I will never be
I promise this to you
But it doesn't mean that I have the thoughts.
I'm stronger than that and I won't let the voices take over
I will survive!
Everyone please survive
Don't touch, don't cry, don't cut, don't die
Yeah, yeah that rhymed
But take this seriously, you could dye.
See how I spelt die?
Well well well
Looks like here that you won't die
Shocking is it?
Time is standing still
I know you're watching
I know you're laughing
I know, I know, I know
I know you're torturing me....
I can feel so happy
I can feel so sad
I can be an angel
I can be your friend
I can be anything you need just ask
Timing, timing, timing
I can, I see, I need-
I am fine.