I have many fears in this crazy world I live,

Fear of chronically being a problem,

Fear of hurting those i love with my problematic ways,

Fear of false acceptance, and easy told lies,

Fear of the judging eyes of those who are chronically perfect,

Fear of my heart feeling strangled at the idea of loosing all i know,

Fear of aching minds, and anxious thoughts,

Fear of tear soaked cheeks burning dark and silence of my own mind,

Fear of my pains and what they can do to my already delicate heart,

Fear of every moment as it dances across the stage of time,

Fear of all my chronically spinning mind,

And most of all the fear of you falling out of chronic love.