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Doll House Living

June 2, 2009
By sgrace SILVER, West Chester, Pennsylvania
sgrace SILVER, West Chester, Pennsylvania
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I'm so tired of pretending
I cant play this doll house game anymore
what's the good of living
if you have nothing to live for?
as your eyes meet mine,
I know you must see
but you dont see
Im so tired of pretending
I hate living a lie, this lie
double life
triple life
quadruple life
even more then ever before
crashing reality refuses to settle in
leaving me with less than nothing
without reality, eyes are useless
I cant really see truth at all,
no matter how hard I try.
because im so swarmed with lies.
every second of every syllable that leaves my lips
draws me farther from who I want to be
and how I want to see
I'm beating myself, and Im not winning
im so tired of pretending
I cant play this doll house game anymore
whats the good of living
if you have nothing to live for?



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Series BRONZE said...
on Oct. 27 2021 at 6:13 pm
Series BRONZE, Wailuku, Hawaii
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Truth be told, many of us reach this point of insanity at some point where it feels we are drowning in our personal problems and life seems so distasteful and we can't imagine moving past this so we don't imagine life for us at all because all we would see is the endless web of pain we've caught ourselves in. I.. am a survivor of this point, the battle isn't over yet and I see and endless expanse of pain in my future, but I will survive past those points again and again because I'm prepared and willing to accept it for the chances of living the life I want as the person I WANT TO BE and already am. Keep pushing forward you'll make it out of the web of lies you made eventually, and when you step out and take that breath of fresh air, you'll be glad you are who you are.

Lida28 BRONZE said...
on Aug. 19 2021 at 11:15 am
Lida28 BRONZE, Thessaloniki, Other
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Favorite Quote:
Respect your mothers, everyone.

I often feel the same way

Lydiaq ELITE said...
on Apr. 3 2021 at 6:03 pm
Lydiaq ELITE, Somonauk, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
Love, because you can’t love your way out of the lunatic asylum, but it makes it more fun to be a lunatic.
--Me

I feel the same way.

on Sep. 4 2019 at 2:28 am
PoetFromAnotherPlanet GOLD, San Jose, California
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Favorite Quote:
"Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion; it is not the expression of personality, but an escape from personality. But, of course, only those who have personality and emotions know what it means to want to escape from these things." -T.S. Eliot

Hello! This poem is really good! After reading it, though, I am inclined to believe that you might be really struggling. If you are, please reach out to a trusted adult. You are worth the time and effort! I can personally attest there is help!

starzx said...
on Jul. 3 2019 at 6:36 pm
starzx, Manhattan, New York
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This is amazing, great job!
@MoisesGonzo01 I agree with you.

on Feb. 28 2019 at 1:27 pm
Nightmare_Beauty GOLD, Elizabethtown, Kentucky
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Favorite Quote:
Every experience is individual. Nobody can experience the same exact thing as you in that same exact way.

Wow! Very strong and powerful piece! I absolutely loved this. @MoisesGonzo01 I agree with you as well!

on Dec. 17 2018 at 2:19 pm
MiraculousMiracles SILVER, Milwaukee, Wisconsin
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Favorite Quote:
We are all in a simulation,I am awake

Really good,I liked it

on Nov. 21 2018 at 12:30 pm
MoisesGonzo01 SILVER, Glendale, Arizona
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Favorite Quote:
You'll regret not taking the risk.

This poem really moved me in how it really touches on a sensitive topic that no one likes to talk about.

smile24 BRONZE said...
on Nov. 3 2018 at 9:05 pm
smile24 BRONZE, El Dorado Hills, California
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Favorite Quote:
"Remind yourself it's okay not to be perfect."

Wow this is amazing