If I could text you

I'd have so much to say

I know you're not sleeping

I know you're still awake

Are you thinking of me or is

That thought passe

Is it cheese to say I think about you

Every day

Right now I'm curled up in my

Favorite sleep shirt

It's the red one that says

Don't worry, Be happy

Remember it?

My hair is in a messy bun

You said you liked them

Remember when you asked me how to make one?

Yeah, I haven't felt like combing it

In a while

I'm snuggling with the softest blanket ever

It's green and white and has real fleece

Smells like Mama and weighs lighter than a feather

Cappy's with me and I'm listening to Bubbly

And writing in this notebook

I know you don't need a visual aid

To remember what I look like

Or did you forget that, too

Did you?

I wonder what would happen if I called you

I've been dying to

Or if I could text you

I'd have so much to say

Like:

Hey, I know we haven't talked in

Exactly 50 days

But I'd really like to talk to you...

Would that be okay?

My grandma just had surgery

And she's doing pretty bad

It scares me to see her looking so sick

And feeling oh so sad

Plus, I miss you (Do you miss me?)

It's so weird without you, man

I hope it's not a problem

To text me back if and when you can

How would you feel if you got a text like that?

My guess is- you won't be texting me back