It lives in the moment
Drawing us deeper and deeper
Until we drown
We cry
We isolate
We push away the happiness
The memories
The hope
We cut
We ach
We quit eating
We self judge
We bleed
We stop
Negative thinking is the norm
We drink
We smoke
We do drugs
The high of it all makes us feel better
Then the hangover
The tiredness
Feeling lonely
Feeling worthless
Wanting nothing but to die
To get away from
The pain
The sorrow
The hurt
Wanting nothing but to be loved
But nothing but pain is real
No love
No friendships
No one to call you pretty
No one to be nice
No one to care about you
So you say no one will notice
The cuts at first are light
Start as scratches
Then gets deeper as the pain grows stronger
The pain never ends.