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What Are You Hiding?

September 6, 2014
By rachel.b BRONZE, New York, New York
rachel.b BRONZE, New York, New York
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Favorite Quote:
"To live is rare, most people exist, that is all."


Sugar and pizza

The taste in my mouth

Why did I eat that?

You're an idiot

For eating that.

3 slices?!

 

Acrid scent

Pale yellow skin

And yellow teeth

Puffy cheeks

 

"I have to pee."

Rush to the crowded bathroom 

At the roller rink

No one can hear

I'm good at staying quiet

 

Lithe limbs

Sore throat

White marks on fingernails

Sometimes, heart flutters

 

Nobody knows

Nobody cares

Empty glances

Does anybody see

What's happening?

 

There is a cost

For perfection

Pretty hurts, after all

Who would have guessed?


The author's comments:

I've been struggling with anorexia and bulimia for nearly a year.  Not even my best friends or parents notice.  There's no one I can turn to- absolutely no one.  I'm so good at hiding it but at the same time, I feel like they don't even care enough to notice.


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