I feel as though, even with your reassurance that its not true, that I've been cast out of your love like Lucifer was from heaven. My heart tears into its self just thinking it, but the notion feels so real that it must be true. I love you with all that I am but I've reached a cross road; Do I just walk away with the knowledge that our memories are the sweetest thing I'll ever know? Or do I stay and fight my way back into that spot I used to fill in your life? I'm lost, I traveled down a path in life that didn't have any sure markers and I can't find my way back and it seems I've lost my self along the way. Is that why you've let me go, because I no longer knew my self, and consequently you? If so, let me be clear that, you were and still are the only thing that is real in my existence, my hole being revolves around you, I could never forget you, even when I forget my self. Your my north star, and forever will I follow you home, my Light among the Dark.