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3:57 am
it's 3:57 am
and you're still on my mind.
the fact that you crept into my head after
I sealed all windows shut is beyond me but
the raw thoughts are haunting me again tonight and
you said that you would be here.
where are you?
it's 3:58
and oh, my pillow still smells like you
and I think I'm intoxicated on our
memories and broken promises so
maybe if I could just
get some sleep I wouldn't be waiting for a call when even my phone is sound asleep
where are you
it's 3:59
each ticking second reminds me of how
time was endless with you.
my vision is blurred like the
way you used to make my sadness feel
and that sinking feeling is
back again and you
said that you would be here
you're not here
so where are you?
it's 4 am now
and the sun will be up soon.
I'm scared to fall asleep because I'm
haunted by the idea of waking up.
I miss you so much that
I don't think I should get up tomorrow morning
(??or ever again??) and you said
you'd be here but you're not and why are my eyes leaking
oh where are you
where are you oh where are you oh where
it's 4:01
maybe you're up missing me too
but I doubt that.
my pride doesn't hold me the way that you used to
and neither does independence
it hurts me so bad to
imagine another day without you
baby I'm tired
my eyes are so heavy and so is my sorrow
it's a heavy burden to Cary all alone
and i sure hope you're having dreams of
you and me
it's 4:02 and
you're not here.
oh but darling, these hours are so long
and my tears left bites in my wrists.
if only I could go back in time to when you were
mine because
I can't sleep in this bed without you in it and
baby I want to die
without you and
I miss you so much and
I can't sleep and I'm
sorry and it's 4:03 and you're not here and neither am I anymore so
where are you oh where are you oh where are you
it's 4:04 am.
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