I sit.
I sleep.
I drink water.
I walk in circles.
I wonder.
I sleep.
I cry.
I write.
I watch the clock.
I watch other people do things.
I sit.
I watch T.V.

I read about drugs.
I like drugs.
I take drugs.
I like drugs.
I take more drugs.
I start to scratch myself.
I won't stop scratching myself.
I walk in circles.
I can't stop walking in circles.
I panic.
I hyperventilate.
I walk downstairs.
I ask Dad for help.
I walk in more circles.
I cry.
I scratch myself.

I need movement.
I need my legs to keep moving.
I need help.
I am in an ambulance.
I can't get help.
I only get asked questions.
I can't keep my eyes open.
I watch the clock.
I hate the clock.
I really, really hate the clock.
I want to destroy the clock
I...