There's a boy,

He's smart
funny
caring
And adorable

Has everything he could ever want in life

Family

Friends

A lover

And every technology known to man

He loves helping people

And cares for the animals

Loves to imagination, and wishes to be a well know when he grows up.  

However behind that loving child

Is a cruel darkness

Deep down he thinks vile thoughts

Says hurtful and heartbreaking things,

His blood boils like lava,

His mind turns to mixed emotions (anger, paranoia, depression, neglect)

He believes he's useless and a monster.

Although his guardian angel supports and tries to help him calm down and know that he's not alone or troubled. 

This boy is two sided

One happy, full of energy and life

Another vile, tearful and hurtful

That boy is me...