So why do I think I am in love?

Well for starters he is the first thing on my mind when I open my eyes
Even before that actually
When I first slowly drift to consciousness
He is exactly what I think about

And as my day goes on
My mind wanders to him
And what he is doing
And who he is with
And how things would be if he could be here with me

And when I see that he has messaged me
A smile creeps on my face
And when he is sad
It makes me sad
And when he does things
That make me worry about him
It makes me sick

And when he opens up to me
It makes me want him all the more

And the time I spend looking at him is never enough
The time I talk to him is never long enough
There is not enough time in the day
For me to tell him all the things I have to say
So I settle for three words
That mean more then anything
When they are said with meaning

And the things I do that hurt him
I don’t want to do them anymore
Because he is all I care about
He is
He has
My heart

And when he smiles
Everything is okay

The way he makes me feel
Has no words
No possibility of description
That’s why I think I am in love.