All this pain I've felt
You were the cause
Maybe the ice of your heart will melt
But that probably won't happen

It's your words that hurt me most, Mom
But still, I have to put on my strong mask
And make sure my face stays calm
Because I can deal, and I need to prove it to the world

I used to be that amazingly strong person
But I think your names caught up to me
Because I can feel my pain start to worsen
Maybe all those names were true

Supersized, b**ch, *sshole, and several others
Maybe they were true
Why didn't you yell those names at my brothers?
All that strength I apparently have; it's going away

How much longer will I deal?
I have no friggen idea