I know what I did was wrong.
But I wasn’t sure how to tell you.
I never thought about it.
I realize now.

I guess I never “grasped” the fact you would care.
I don’t feel as if what happens in my life.
Is what I should be telling you.
You have other things.
I realize now.

I prefer to be the ears; rather then the mouth.
I enjoy hearing you talk.
Whether it’s about everything or nothing.
It makes me feel closer to you.
I realize now.

Wish I could turn back time.
Wish I could tell you the moment it happened.
Wish it never happened…
Wish it all away.
I realize now.

I truly am sorry.
I don’t ask for your forgiveness.
I just felt like these words needed to be said.
Sometimes I don’t let my heart out.
For some irrational fear of something coming out wrong.
This seems to be the only way.
I can speak my mind.

I’m sorry.
I love you.
I feel as if I’ve taken you for granted.
I meant it.
Sincerely.
Truthfully.


I realize now.
How much you mean to me.
I realize now.
That I never want to lose you.
I realize now.