ive always seemed to find my self back here
wondering what if you actually did care
would we have last
or would the time ended like breaking glass
then i think once more
i cant really take back what you did before
so back to reality
back to the pain to the thoughts of you
back to missing the moments that seemed to flew
now to the considerations that you were silent when the the voice was needed
i didnt know that you could go so low
it was a shock to both of us
but what gnawed at me the most
is that the two letter word; the 2 seconds you had the chance
to just demand that brief potent word
the word that we usually are the first to speak
the word that at the moment in time was suppose to be at its peak
you did not have the strength to say
no that voice inside of you decided to stray
i find it funny that alot do not have the guts to object
when really the puny word could take massive effect
so why is it the defying moments are when the once powerful voice
is now terrified and becomes suddenly absent & fails make the right choice
so back to reality
back to the now
you can find me sittin in front of you
looking through the mirror thinking about if you cared
how the moment needed that miniature word that you could not bear
i want to believe you truely regret
the things you never did
but honey its not that hard
cause now i for surely know
all that was needed was a simple no