What is my fate?

What is my destiny?

I never felt so confused in my life.

I’m almost in my third year of high school,

Yet I have no idea what I want to be.

Part of me wants to be a doctor.

But part of me wants to

Live a simple life.

Never mind that.

Not in this economy.

They always say I have enough time.

But what will happen, 

When that time comes?

Tick-tock,

The clock is ticking.

I’m so scared. 

Will I disappoint my parents?

So much doubt filling my head.

I just want to crawl back into bed.

I’m sorry to my mother

I’m sorry to my dad

They had so much expectations for me

But I don’t think I can fulfill them.