They said
"Things will get better soon"
But a year passed by
And next month will be two

There's still that void in my chest
The one you used to fill
When you died
They tried to pack it full with pills

But pills don't change anything
When they wear off, you're still not here
And my dreams
Have since turned to nightmares

I know I've said it before
And I'll say it again a million times
But I wish I could have been there
I know I would have seen through those "I'm fine"s

Things are so different without you
I hope I'm making you proud
My life is changing so much lately
I wish you could see me now

I wish you were here to see it
You were always my biggest fan
You always encouraged me to do my best
And always lent a hand

There will always be a hole
Where you once were
I'm trying to be okay again
Though it's a pretty hard thing to learn