years passed , and I still can't undergo what had gone
I lost it , yeah i know that happened from half decade ago
i still can't figure it out how this can be going on
I'm trying to convince myself that i will never gonna have the chance to live there.
okay i admit that this struggle is still on.
I'm so confused whether i can feel anything about it or this is so wrong.
I don't know how to express it or let it go , i don't even understand it at all.
all i know that i love a country that have flames ,and every day it burns the hell of me.
and what it i'm gonna do to move on.
This country i know who i'm , i find my soul and my raises and falls.
It was the place where i build my ambition and dreams , and it all disappeared when i'm gone.
i don't wanna remember anything about this life , but i can't help it all.
every single things my eyes lays on it reminds me for what i have lost.
i miss this country until it bleed every single vein i own , and still can't rip it out of my heart
what it is killing me the most is that i love this feeling and
i don't want to let it go.