who am I becoming, who will I be
who is this person trying to come out of me
changing day by day
my old self will not stay
stare into the mirror, dont recognize what I see
there must be more happening then simple maturity
feelings I dont realize
watching my life with frightened eyes
how do I stop this change
dont want my life to rearrange
yet I cant stop it
watch out for the next blow that will hit
can I learn to dodge or will I become a nervous wreck
flinching away from the smallest speck
please explain to me who I am becoming
should I accept this or should I be running
please explain
before I cause more loved ones pain