Looking back on the distant past
Makes me want the future fast

But then I look at memories
That aren't so far away
And with the pain I collapse
And beg the past to stay

Innocent laughs that occured back then
Mock my pain that's permenently set in

Never thought this day would come
The final good-byes
are engraved in stone
I walk outside
And get in the car to go home

I'll never see those people again
I should be happy and have a grin

But even the quiet kid in the corner
That merely filled a seat
Has somehow found a way
To partake in my heart's defeat

I was quiet the whole ride home
With tear-stained cheeks and a heart left cold

My family laughs
at my heart's dismay
A shoulder to cry on
Never will they

Keep preesing on and never look back
Are the words that fill my heart's giant crack

I can't help
But I feel so trapped
Time never felt so perilous
'Cause I'm a hopeless sap

All I want is to go back in time
To have one more day to show I can shine