I am a 14 year old girl who lives in the Poconos of Pennsylivana. Ever since, I was little I can remember writing. I loved English class since I was little. I always wrote stories, about other people being happy, sad,or angry. I never personally put my feelings into them. But, as soon as I turned 9 that all changed. 9 is when my mom got diagonsed with her first diagonsis, so I wrote her poems or stories about my love for her.  When, I was 11 years old she got diagonsed with liver and stomache cancer, my heart shattered. I was afraid of loosing her so I wrote more and more but differnet things. I wrote about feelings that I hate God for giving her this horrible dkiagonis. Then, of course my grandfather died of cancer, so he was my best friend. At his funeral, I wrote and read a poem for him. Finding out from people I wasn't too bad at poetry so I got more into it. Techinally, that is how I got into writing poems.

So, this next subject is what this peice is about. This peice, is about my ex boyfriend who I consder my "first love".  His name is Sam. Him and I are very on and off mainly because of him. He did hurt me in ways that aren't right, like he cheated. That was our last time, I think. Sam, just really did break me in so many ways, so I decided to write.