I used to feel like this everyday! I had a depression problem and often had self-injuring and suicidal thoughts, though never carried through with any of them, thank God! The ONLY (and i do mean ONLY ) reason I came out of that was because I asked God to forgive me and pull me out of it. To feel his love and let it warm up and thaw out my frozen heart. And the crazy thing is, he loved me enough to do it. Even though all of my thoughts were 'Oh God! Why are you letting this happen to me!? Why can't everything just be okay?!' He still brought me through, no matter that i blamed him for everything. It was amazing. This is a really good poem that many can relate to. Keep up the good work! :)

Awww this is beautiful and filled with so much emotion. I almost feel the same way.

I love this poem and you are right this is the way I pretty much feel and how I think about things, and thank you for the comment =)