I’m over you. At least for today I am. My feelings for you are like a storm, just when I think I’m in the clear, I’m sucked into another winding breath-taking tornado. I think my resolve came after seeing you in her lap again. You love her, in whatever way, whether it’s as a best friend, a sister, or a soul mate. I realize that I’m tired of waking up in the morning, craving you and then going to school and having my heart broken only to repeat the cycle the next morning. For once in my life I want you to prove something to me, make the effort. I still want to be friends, but only if you care enough to try. I’m tired of trying and my heart is worn out. I don’t regret anything, but you’ve changed and you constantly show me you don’t regret that change. So it’s time for me to move on just as you moved on from your heartbreak so long ago. For now my sky is clean, the crisp and cold air of October is here. But a couple parting words to you, I loved you.