If I come back to reality

Everyone, will wee the real me

And who I am

Is not who I want to be

I, don't want to see

What is, my reality

I like to keep it up here

Inside my thoughts alone

I want to talk to you 

But thats not what,

you want me to do

I've seen what it is like

To not come through

I just don't want, to go and lose you to

I don't want to get in the way

It's like I am the darkness

That's blocking the light of day

All I do, is cause you trouble

That's all I really am

And in the real reality

I don't know if you,

Would still be my friend

I don't want to see

What is my reality

I like to keep it up here

In my own thoughts alone

When I don't know what to do 

I try to talk to you

But right now I can't 

'Cause you'll just say

"Go away, I don't want to see you!!"

I'll try to go and hide

I don't want to face the world

It's just too cruel

I want to ignore reality

Because it don't like me

Why can't I see

That this isn't my reality

It's not who I am

Who I really am, 

Is not who I want to be

In that world,

I will know my reality