I feel like we're on a merry go round
Going round and round
Constantly spinning
Like my mind
I still haven't found
But have I even been looking?

I can't seem to reach you
And my vision blurs
Everything's hitting you
Where it hurts
As I'm trying to heal your wounds,
you continue to bruise,
and burn.
Everyone and everything's taking its turn.

When will we catch a break?
Me from saving you,
And you from your self-hate.
Every mirror you break,
Through every problem you face.
When you think there's only one escape,
I'll be there to show you a million other ways.
I'm trying to reach out to you
But you're so far away,
Like a star in the sky
Desirable but untouchable space.

I'm not sure whats the right way
I wonder if my emotions are getting in the way
I don't want to lose you..
I promise we'll find something here if you just stay

I lie awake
Not knowing what the next move is you'll make.
I anticipate
But nobody knows what happens the next day.