I’m going to tell you this once, and never again.
The beginning in my mind is also the end.
No idea where on earth I should begin,
But a few bridges In my life like to f***ing mend.
Don’t walk around and act like my mother f***in’ friend!!!
I’m crazy, I’m weird, I am a f***ing freak,
I am what you say, I am what I seek.
This heart that I have, it was meant to break
Sad to say that, it was meant by fate.
But that’s what it was, and it always will be.
I’m sorry that I ruined this, but it was an accident, you see?

I’m ready to move on, but I’m stuck in the past.
I remember every touch that we shared, that we had.
Thinking about our love always makes me sad,
But I want you to realize that I love you so bad.
I can’t forget about you, I know it’s f***ing lame.
Everything is dark, and I’m going insane.
You are the reason why I can’t seem to tame,
the feelings that i have. They've stayed the heartbreaking same.
Sadness overcomes, while happiness goes away.

Don’t say things are fine.
I’ll just write another line,
God give me a sign
That it’ll end in time.
I want her to care.
Oh yeah, you aren’t there.
Never have been,
But life ain't fair.

I’m ready to move on, but I’m stuck in the past.
I remember every touch that we shared, that we had.
Thinking about our love always makes me sad,
But I want you to realize that I love you so bad.
I can’t forget about you, I know it’s f***ing lame.
Everything is dark, and I’m going insane.
You are the reason why I can’t seem to tame,
the feelings that i have. They've stayed the heartbreaking same.
Sadness overcomes, while happiness goes away.
I wish I could change, everything that happened.
If I could, I wouldn't be so sad and,
I know I screwed up but I can’t change it now.
What the hell am I doing? Can’t it go back?
Back to the way it was, way before this stack
of papers filled my life; before I started writing.

Can’t I make you see that I’m back and truly fighting?
Fighting for your love, for your acceptance as well?
Maybe that’s the reason my heart began to swell.
Don’t you understand? Can’t you see the truth?
My love is away, my only love is you.
My body is limp, my insides are burning.
You’re love is the water to quench the fires yearning.
Is there a way to change all this for the better?
There maybe more that we could do together.
Maybe more that your God wants us to weather.
Take my hand, accept the fate.
We were meant to be together every single day.
That sounds a little crazy, maybe it is.
But all I've been is lazy, so I had to say this.
I love so much, you mean everything to me.
I can be enough, if you take the chance to see.

Don’t say things are fine.
I’ll just write another line,
God give me a sign
That it’ll end in time.
I want her to care.
Oh yeah, you aren’t there.
Never have been,
But life ain't fair.

The reason why I’m insane is the reason I’m alive.
You are why I’m here, why I first arrived.
I felt the pull to you from five-hundred miles away.
I want to apologize for this being so delayed.
I’ve been in a bad place, the darkness of depression.
It covered my eyes, and started my obsession.
The pain that I feel, it’s all I have now.
That reminds me of us, and keeps away the “how?”
But now I can ask, now I can see.
All of this happened because of me.