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Waiting (Wanting)

April 19, 2013
By DizjayBlount PLATINUM, Las Vegas, Nevada
DizjayBlount PLATINUM, Las Vegas, Nevada
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Emotions? Nope, I&#039;ve got nothin&#039; like that. I told you when we first met, didn&#039;t I? I&#039;m a snake. With cold skin, no emotions, that slithers around searching for prey with its tongue, swallowing down whatever looks tasty&quot; <br /> -Gin Ichimaru


This is not our time, though it never really was. Like a voice inside trying to make us listen. Had we listened, it would have passed in, we wouldn't've missed it. Though the chance was so freaking amazing. I say damn everything i think of it. Like I'm holding on to something that isn't there. Stuck between the mercy of pain and fear. Until i got it. Screw it. Let it all disappear.

Waiting for my chance to come. Wishing you were mine again. This i had not planned. It isn't meant to be so.

Lying straight through my eyes. Emotions spinning through my head. So many things i almost said. I want to hold you close [If only I'd done so]

I know you said you moved on. I know that we always lie. All i want to do is get another chance with you. Reaching for something i haven't got.

Sitting in my empty heart. Is the hole that you had left. We were not meant to last. Though i wish we could'...ve

I know you said you moved on. I know that we always lie. All i want to do is get another chance with you. Reaching for something i haven't got.

What was left when you finally were gone? Nothing but pain and a mind so lost. My heart's lost the middle of your storm. Trying to figure out how the hell to move on. And i don't even know how the hell you did. You kept moving and left me for dead. Now picking up the pieces of my heart again. Hardest part was seeing you with my friend.

All i want to do is get another chance with you. Reaching for something i haven't got.

This is not our time, though it never really was. Like a voice inside trying to make us listen. (I'm reaching for something i haven't got.) Had we listened, it would have passed in, we wouldn't've missed it. Though the chance was so freaking amazing. I say damn everything i think of it. Like I'm holding on to something that isn't there. (Reaching out for something i haven't got.) Stuck between the mercy of pain and fear. Until i got it. Screw it. Let it all disappear.


The author's comments:
inspired by the Linkin Park song Waiting for the End

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