Deep down inside
There's a monster that hides
and stocks his prey
and i hope that one day
i can live free again
but this depression I can not rid

Free these evil spirits from my soul
dragging be down
into the black hole

unforgotten wishes
still echo in my head
unforgotten memories
of the gone and dead

I hold my head up
and fake my smile
'cause whats the point in a smile
if it ain't worth your while

i don't
see where i went wrong
and this sorrow
will last a lifetime long
and the tears i cry
are tears i hide
afraid of what you'll think of me

Unspoken secretes
that linger in my head
and an unspoken bond
that has to go unsaid

I don't know why I try
I can't fake joy
there hasn't been any happiness
since I was a young boy
When my family was right
and life was too
but the only thing that turned out good was you

so tell me again
what can't I see
what am I missing
What part of me

unfaded pictures
implanted in my brain
and unfaded kisses
that I'd never change...