I lie awake on a long dark night,
I can't seem to tame my mind,
maybe I can't accept the life that's mine,
the day reminds me of you,
but the night holds your truth.
I just thought I'd let you know,
when you're not with me I wish I was free, fearless, able to believe,
this brings tears to my eyes,
'cause we've had our shares of ups and downs,
how quickly life can turn around,
in an instant the sun shines and I cant avoid the light,
I think I'm holding on to your memory way to tight.
I see your soul its kinda grey,
I see your heart you look away,
you see my wrists I know your pain - the hunger that taunts you,
as it beats through my veins.
although it hurts you must be strong,
'cause deep down,
I know it will always feel this way,
I cant hold on to your memory much longer,
I want you the thing that's real,
something I can touch,
something I can feel.
I just thought I'd let you know,
when you're not with me I wish I was free, fearless, able to believe,
this brings tears to my eyes,
'cause we've had our shares of ups and downs,
how quickly life can turn around,
in an instant the sun shines and I cant avoid the light,
I think I'm holding on to your memory way to tight.
let me see your face once more,
the pain I'm feeling I cant endure,
I need you here,
I know what's best for us,
our love is to strong to be broken,
only by a fact you know you can control it -
the torment that seeks you,
I believe,
make a sacrifice for me.