This pain is killing me

I feel like I'm dying slowly

Somebody help me

Help me

Instead of pulling me down try bringing me up

Instead of telling me I'm nothing and making me think I'm worthless

Try making me feel like something

Try telling me I did well even if I failed

Try pulling me up even when I've hit rock bottom

Don't leave me in the dark.

Bring me into the light

Don't stab me in the back and leave me behind

God, I need you. 

Talk to me

Please work it out

Believe in me

Like I believe in you

You know that I need you, 

You keep me in this light

You keep me from falling deeper into the pits of hell

You make me feel special 

Even when the devil curses me with impurities 

Even when I'm feeling sad and all alone; You make me feel like I'm needed

When I wanna die you make me feel like flying.

When I'm stuck drowning in my own depression

You pull me up filling my lungs with your blessings

When depression gets the best of me you open the gateway to heaven and chase all the bad thought away

When the devil whispers in my ear

Opening my mind to the darkness below

You pull me up to the luxurious life above

When the storm rolls in letting Satan grab ahold of me

Telling me life is better when you're dead

You remind me of all the people who need me

You kiss me with the sun then you open up the clouds 

You show me all the good things I have in life

You welcome me with open arms

You are my world

You are my God

You've always saved me from myself. 

So please lord don't stop now.

Even when I've tried taking my life

You stepped in and sucked all my pain away

You took it all away

My saved me and you gifted me with a reason to survive

The forces that consumed me are no longer controlling me 

You set me free and you threw the bad things away 

You gave me the best blessing of all

The freedome to be me.