Do you ever feel like you're stuck at the bottom of the ocean?

Drowning when you know you're breathing? 

Alone when you're surrounded? 

Do you ever feel like no one understands you?

No one knows what you're going through? 

Do you ever feel like no one hears your screams of pain?

Have you ever hit rock bottom and fallen even farther down?

Do you ever feel like you were destined for failure, just a mistake waiting to happen? 

Unwanted, Unneeded, misplaced, and misunderstood.

Have you ever walked through a crowd and felt like you couldn't breathe?

Do you tell people you're fine when you know you're dying, drowning, suffocating?

Are you ever so afraid of the monsters that lurk in the dark that you stay awake till

your body gives in and you hope you never wake again? 

Do you ever feel so different that you know no one will ever accept you for who you are?

No matter what you do they still try to change you. 

No matter what you say they still try to crucify you. 

They tear you apart until you're nothing but an empty soul. 

You try to make them understand but they don't want to. 

No, they don't want to. 

All they do is crucify you until you're nothing but a crying mess.

Lying in the dust. 

You fall deeper and deeper everyday waiting for a hand to reach out and pull you up. 

You call and you wait but no one shows up.

No!

no one shows up for you.

Even when you're crying and dying and wishing you could disappear.

Disappear.