My dreams are becoming nightmares and my nightmares are becoming dreams . It seems like they were right nothing is as it seems. The music in my ears sooth my soul without It I think I would just be fearful , of anything , everything and everyone . I tend to think to much , overthinking. About what to say , what write , how to act , how to speak , how to eat , but it seems as I fail anyway .So just forget it , I guess I should just do me and accept my failures but how am I suppose to get better if I can't change but do I accept myself if I have to change . Who am I changing for . Is it for me , my friends or family or is it for society and it's constant changing.