Hey.

I know we haven't talked in such a long time.

I miss you, I really do.

Things are just, so hard right now. I'm stressed out because of my promotion and what prestigious school wants to take me.

It's funny how fake I've been for the past year.

Smiling, when I want to cry. Laughing when I want to scream. 

I miss you.

You're the only person I felt like I could trust. The father figure I've wanted for so long.

And it feels like I lost you when I just had found you.

Yes, I'm okay.

I'm always okay, but I just wrote this to tell you I miss you