you were always the ache of my heart

wanting of my soul,longing of my desires

you were the one who lingered in my thoughts 

kept me awake day and night ,you were want of my life

i cursed you in person,cried for you in my heart

i spoke ill and acted evil in your life but

shivered with pain at night

you words were all i wanted to hear but you never spoke

your smile was all i wanted to see but it faded with you

our paths then never crossed and all i can say

i was scared but i loved you and

maybe you knew or maybe not

last i ask if you can ever forgive me

because all i know is i love you