When I get up on the stage, heart racing with each step I'm taking

I can't forget my rage, my mind is wasting, breaths inhaling

But suddenly the music starts and I can't take it anymore

I let go my feelings into the words I wrote before

I poured out my worries and my mistakes that I thought I'd cast aside

I never wanted them to feel my pain or the aches and shakes from inside

But they cheered nevertheless and I let out my breaths and sang another song

The pain was gone yet I felt no regret

for I held them in for too long

I had fought against it

They listened and they loved it

They talked all about it , couldn't ignore it

They never thought I'd let go of my poise

As if I had a choice

I showed them the pain behind my voice