I am drowning from my life
because there is no point in being here
the thoughts that I have had
that I thought would vanish under the wave never did.

There’s a hidden part that no one knows
no one will ever know
too much to explain,
too much information to know,
I don’t want anyone feeling sorry for me,
it causes so much pain,
like a stingray stinging you in between your toes.

You feel yourself going deeper into the black hole that was created
You wanna get out but the swirling of the tide is pulling you deeper
The memories,
The pain,
It’s all splashing inside your head,
You can’t escape
Even if you could,
The tide would never let you