Desperation
I don’t know who I am
I might be just a sham
It seems like I’m lost
Lost in self-pity
People say I’m smart and witty
Others may say I’m even pretty
Why do I turn them down
It probably makes them frown
I can’t hide the fact that I’m drowning in desperation
It’s building up my aggravation
I don’t want to die
But I for some reason I say I do
So I guess you could say, “It’s a lie.”
I admit to myself I’m flawed
Just like most beautiful broad
Can’t I feel good about myself
I’m scared I’m not going to make it
Cause all I do is nit pick
All this depression
Is making me question
Am I a good person
Or do I just worsen
I can’t keep a relationship
It takes companionship
I’m not good enough
I try to be a good boyfriend
But I’m treated like poison
I thought I was nice
But you stay far away
It’s not like I have lice
Losing you is making me cry
And I feel like I’m gonna’ die
Help me
Save me from myself
I can’t believe what I’ve done
Life isn’t turning out so fun

End