I am used to it
being treated this way
why am I treated like this
its not that direct
it still hurts though
lonely all on my own
I am used to it

it drives me up the wall
never has anyone ever asked me to hang out
its always me to ask
they never acted excited the way that I do
to excited
to easily hurt
why am I even hurt
they probably don’t mean much harm 
when they let me down
I am used to it

unfortunately the pains gotten worse
to the point where whenever I make plans
I don’t even expect them to work out
although I am used to it
being treated this way
I am used to it