When it all started
It was perfect
He was perfect
I thought I needed him
To survive
But the truth is
He was just a drug
And I was just addicted

I had given everything
Just to get high
High on what I thought was
Love
Now I know it wasn’t love
I was a druggie and he was my fix

And when I say druggie

I don’t mean for the stuff you take
I was a different kind of druggie
I was addicted to a person
I was addicted to the feeling I got
When we talked
I was addicted to feeling alive
I didn’t want to die
He was just a drug
And I was addicted

I was addicted to feeling happy
But was I ever really happy
Or was it just the side effects
Of the drug
He was just a drug
And I was addicted

If I didn’t get away when I did
I would have overdosed
I was on the road to death
At the hands of a boy
A boy that didn’t even matter
He was just a drug
And I was addicted

I know he was a drug and I was addicted
But what I don’t know is if he was addicted to me