Silence breaks the seal.
Cozy and warm,
Those whom bring thy wrath.

Trying to hide the misery,
Scolding the feeling of sadness,
Stupid. Pathetic.

History repeating in my mind.
Past pains. Past tears.
Past smiles. Past laughter.

Casting a spell. A curse.
To see what hurts most.
All of every night.

Reaching into the dark air.
Trying to grasp onto you.
Trying to pull you close.

Losing all that could be sane.
Forgetting all my shame.
Searching for anything to latch onto.

Don't mistaken.
I will always love that misery.
Always cherish what grew to be the death of me.

Always.