Anyone could tell me I was beautiful.
I wanted you to do it.
I knew you never would,
guys like you don't fall for girls like me.
All they do is bring out insecurities.
My whole life surrounded around you.
I always thought of your amazing brown eyes,
how they glimmered and made me melt.
I loved you.
If only words could say.
I was going to capture your heart.
I knew it wouldn't be easy, life isn't easy.
I didn't need easy. I needed possible.
It had been years when finally, you hugged me.
I thought i’d succeeded.
maybe I had,
I still don’t know.
All I know is she ruined it.
All of it.
She told him how I felt.
We never spoke again.
The moment my entire life evolved around was shattered, by a big mouth.
To this day we don’t speak,
to this day I still wonder.
What would have happened?
Did I succeed?
How could that ruin a friendship?
He didn't even know if it was true!
I don’t understand.
Maybe someday I will.