I hear the voices that no one else can hear
It all in my head I say it not real
But still it scares me I don’t know what I’ll do next
I am like a grenade and minute now I am bound to blow up
That my whole life it sucks
I try to find solid ground but it seems to keep falling
Out from underneath my feet
I have no one to trust me
I keep telling myself it okay
It okay but I know deep down inside that it not
That I might not make it out alive
I fight and I fight to gain it all back but
When I am right about to succeed
I screw up and mess it up again
And I am right back down at the bottom
I have no hope any more
I am tired of abuse the only reason I am alive
Is because I am going to prove everyone wrong
I can’t even count anymore how many times I have overdosed
I have no hope there is no light I am tired of fighting
I wish I could end it all and say enough is enough
But that’s not how this world works these days
Every day is a struggle I could go on and on
About the mishaps in this world but I am just one more mistake
That should just disappear. But there is one problem I can’t
Do this to the people around me
I can’t put them thought that kind of pain
That everyone else put me through
I constantly blame myself for being born but I know
I have family and friends that love me and would do anything for me