Ok so i live in a world of darkness i cant take this pain anymore i think i nrrd help or just a way out.As i sit here and think all i can think of is ways to do dumb things. i have friends that care but i dont see it i just see someone going and telling on me for somethng. i cant do this anymore it just becomes darker and darker. i wish i could see the light and know that everything will be all right. And boys they are sometimes so hard to understand my last boyfrien broke my heart and just left like he wasnt even there i feel so alone now like no one care i just need some help and to see the real me. i wish i could come out of this trance.