Insecurity takes over my body.
Confidence, skill and intelligence flow away like they were never there before
How can one person have this effect on me?
How can my own brother have this effect on me?

If your preparing or un-preparing me then there's just one thing you need to know,
Your job is to love
no hate
no disrespect
And maybe i'll be happy later when other people talk down to me and I have the strength to stick up for myself
But,
maybe you will take that away from me.
it's a gamble.
And you true character is shown in how easily your willing to risk my being.