I’ve cried for so long
I’ve been dying for so long
Just to realize
That you don’t care
How do you even breathe?
Do you have wires
To make you
Inhale
Exhale
Day in, day out
Over and over
Never quitting
How?
When I can hardly speak
And you smile
Like you enjoy seeing me
So hurt
Am I beyond repair?
Or simply too lost to be reached?
I don’t need the answer
I already know
I’m healing for him
I’m healing
Inhale
Exhale
Day in, day out
How do I do it?
Because I know that I can’t
Live
Die
Breathe
Without you
But I have to
So I do
Inhale
Exhale
Over and over
I am getting good
At numbing myself
At hiding behind the music
Don’t look for me
Here I am
Inhale
Exhale
Stop