I didn't lose something
I lost a person

The only one that truly mattered to me
The only one who understood me
The only one that didn't leave me when things got rough
The only one who accepted me
The only one that wanted me as much as I wanted them
The only one who loved me
The only one that I loved

That damn driver
He was obviously crossing the street

But he didn't slow down
He sped up with a sense of urgency

Why did he do it?
Why kill an innocent person who was loved?

That damn driver
He wasn't loved

They didn't lose something
They lost a person

The only one that I hated
The only one who I despised
The only one that hurt me deeply
The only one who killed me emotionally
The only one that ripped me apart
The only one who unintentionally tore half of me to pieces
The only one that I intentionally tore to pieces

To myself
He was obviously sorry

But the money was due
And he was already gone

Why am I numb?
Why kill him if I don't feel better?

To myself
You aren't loved