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Pretend

December 4, 2013
By emilythestrange SILVER, Fairport, New York
emilythestrange SILVER, Fairport, New York
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Favorite Quote:
"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better, it's not."


I can be happy in front of a crowd.
I can save my tears.
I can spare my family,
I have for all these years.

I can say I’m fine,
Even though it’s a lie.
I can stay strong.
You don’t want to see me cry.

I can pretend the meds work,
And convince them all I’m okay.
I can wait for the night,
They shouldn’t see me this way.

I can tell them I’m happy,
And write the truth in my skin.
Because, with all these walls to break down,
I’m not sure it’s worth it to get in.


The author's comments:
I wrote this when I was starting to recover and people were trying to help. I told myself that I would just pretend I was okay and go back to dealing with it myself. The thing is, the more I pretended I was okay, the more I was.

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