I'll remember
Everything we were
A whirlwind
Of emotions
Colliding
We were
Instantly
Caught up in the moment
Set on a path
That could only ever end badly
But we were so intent
On living every second
I wasn't worried
I didn't think we would stop
So abruptly
Without warning
That everything
We worked so hard for
Could evaporate
Up and fall to pieces
Lay broken on the ground
That I wouldn't want to move
That all I could think about was you
I'll remember
Everything we once held dear
Every shy hidden tear
All the times I looked away
Your eyes knew me too well
I couldn't lie
Tell you everything would be alright
That I would stay and never leave
That I loved you
I couldn't look you in the eyes
Then I couldn't look at you at all
Without shame
Clouding my vision
Haunting my every word
I didn't feel the same
I'd have to bring an end
To our dying game
It wasn't fair
I wasn't playing anymore
I'm sorry I left us both
Hurt and sore
Needing time to go without
A constant ally
A support that'd never crumble
But it did
I cut it down
With no hope to rebuild
No hope and a shameful chill.