I scream, beg for help and call out
Shouting
Until I leave everything behind
Still trying to end this pain
But how can I ?
If my whole life has been a lie
My whole life has suffered so much pain

As I walk by
I put a smile on my face
A smile concealing all my lies
When in reality
All hope inside has died

It seems as if darkness is nearer everyday
Sucking me in
I tried to fight it but I've lost all battles
Their is no point in fighting and trying

Guess there right
Im such an idiot, I'm a worthless mess
My heart has been dead for so long
But no one has realized

Everyone will say that i died of suicide
Liers!
Tey wont know
That you cant kill what has been aready dead
But for now ill have
A smile conceling all my lies!